Im addicted to music, unfortunately

We live in the 21st century. It is easier than ever to get ideas. It is easier than ever to ask your favorite AI for an idea. It is easier than ever to get creative ideas without being creative.

We have been conditioned these past few years, that silence = bad. That doing something silently is bad. Say, working out, I cant imagine doing it without music to hype me up. Even walking, I can do it without music but I prefer music. These past 4 days I have walked without music. I sat on the bus without music. I ended up talking to more people. I ended up feeling more in the moment. (for the first two days)

Now Im at a point where I wonder whether this was even a good idea. Because I dont think it was lol. I took the one part of the day I enjoyed, and made that, miserable. The struggle is real.

Music offers a emotion to experience. When I listen to chamber of reflection by mac demarco, I feel sad and lonely lol. I want to experience silence too, but it is tough for me to experience it.

A very short post sorry, but I will post more frequently now.


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